Survey.

You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
Water.

Anything interesting happen this week?
Yeah, Several things.

One thing you're looking forward to?
Doing the things I need to do today.

Have your friends ever randomly stopped by your house?
Yeah. Many times.

If you could have something right now, what would it be?
Peace of mind, I guess.

If you're being extremely quiet what does it mean?
It usually means I'm thinking, or daydreaming. It could also mean I have nothing to say, or I'm feeling sick or tired.

People you've texted today?
Nobody, yet.

Do you believe in second chances?
It depends. I believe in forgiveness, but I also believe we have to be wise with who we trust.

What is your favorite TV show?
Friends, 7th Heaven, Desperate Housewives, and anything about animals or Celine :)

Is there any food you're craving?
Not right now.

Do you drink coffee?
Occasionally. I'm supposed to have decaf if I do because caffeine makes me a little crazy. But then that defeats the purpose.

What made you sad today?
Worrying about things. Thinking about the funeral I have to go to on Wednesday :(

What's the last compliment you gave?
Haha I think I told my bird she's cute. What else are you meant to say to a bird?

Do you straighten your hair?
I have a straightener, but even that can't get my hair completely straight. I try to avoid heat styling products anyway because they dry my hair out.

What song do you hate?
There are many.

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
There are many people I love in many different ways ;)

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
Probably, yeah.

Last song listened to?
Whatever is on the radio. Something by Lily Allen.

Do you trust all your friends?
Probably not. It depends what I would need to trust them with.

Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed in :)

What creeps you out?
Lately, people trying to predict things.

Have you ever felt an earthquake?
Nope. Thankyou.

Somewhere in the Middle

I just heard this song on the radio 10 minutes ago. It completely sums up where my mind is right now. I've been a Christian for 22 years, but at the same time, had so many questions. There are things about God that I just don't understand, and that makes it hard to trust him with my life! If I step outside my bubble for a minute, I actually understand why people have such a bad view of Christians. Those who judge others, and those who claim to represent Him but then do the wrong thing really created a bad reputation for Jesus. :( Even when I turned to the Bible instead of people, in light of that, so much of it doesn't even make sense or doesn't seem fair. I'm not sure where to go from here. Jesus is love, God seems cruel. I believe, but I wonder why things couldn't be different.

Anyway, here are the lyrics, it's by the Casting Crowns


Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me

Somewhere between the wrong and the right
Somewhere between the darkness and the light
Somewhere between who I was and who You're making me
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me

Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control?

Fearless warriors in a picket fence, reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end and we are caught in the middle
With eyes wide open to the differences, the God we want and the God who is
But will we trade our dreams for His or are we caught in the middle
Are we caught in the middle

Somewhere between my heart and my hands
Somewhere between my faith and my plans
Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing waves

Somewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more
Somewhere in the middle You'll find me

Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control?

Lord, I feel You in this place and I know You're by my side
Loving me even on these nights when I'm caught in the middle

Acadian Driftwood..

I love this song. :) It's Celine, of course, with Zachary Richard (who I have otherwise not heard of, sorry!) History has never been my strong point, but I like the song, it's kind of touching, and hearing Celine do something country is cool. :)

Bruised toenail.

I have a bruised toenail. I didn't even know it was possible to bruise your toenail until mine turned all kinds of weird colours. I have no idea how I hurt it, but it's been this way for several weeks, and according to Google all I can do is wait 5 months for it to grow out! I don't want to wait 5 months!!!! If there are any other options, please tell me! (Note- not if it involves surgery or anything gross!!!) Ahhh I'm not patient! And it didn't help that Mum stepped on it yesterday. I tried putting ice on it, but in this weather, the cold ice hurts more than the bruise itself. :(

American Idol Finale.

I used to love American Idol, but in the past 2 years I've only watched the occasional episode. Since the entire world seems to watch it and talk about it though, it's not hard to keep up with!
I watched the finale yesterday, as I have every year since season 3. I actually thought all the performances were really good!!! David Cook's song was so sad though, what he must be going through right now is awful :( Adam and Kris are both good singers...I actually think Adam has a stronger voice though, from what I've heard.
I know some people think he lost because of his sexuality or the way he dresses, but I think those factors probably earned him a lot of votes too, and teenage girls seemed to love him. I almost wish I had seen more of the season, now.
I just don't have much time for watching TV. I watch Desperate Housewives, and RSPCA Animal Rescue (or the Zoo, depends which one is on) but that's pretty much all.

Twitter

I may have posted my Twitter on here before (can't really remember) but anyway, here it is! I haven't been updating this blog much lately because I've just had a lot on my mind, but I usually try to keep up with Twitter!