Ouch...again.

I'm always tired around 4-5pm. More so if I'm at home than at work. I don't know why, suddenly I have no energy and concentration, and then I get some more for a few hours later. This time yesterday, we were about to go for a driving lesson, but I somehow managed to fall off the curb and land on the road between two parked cars. I twisted my ankle and scraped my knee. I'm fine, and Mum hasn't laughed that hard in a long time- but I really had forgotten how much that hurts!! I have a Pooh Bear bandaid now, which makes it all a little better, though. As a kid, I had scraped knees every second day...I went through so many pairs of stockings!
In other observations, this weekend has gone so fast. I finished re-reading the Shack...it really is a great book. Very touching, and thought provoking, even if you're not sure what you believe in. I hope God really is like that. If He's not, I don't know where I stand with my faith, but perhaps those questions can't be answered in this lifetime. What do you do if you believe in God, and need God, but feel He's too harsh and cruel to love or worship? Do you live in fear? Do you try to stop believing? It seems like a choice between those two a lot of the time. Well, maybe I don't want to define who I am with a religion. It actually seems pretty ignorant, in a way, to assume our beliefs are right. What if we're not? People of all faiths die for their beliefs, and most of them probably didn't need to. Anyway, I am who I am, He is who He is...what is, is, what will be, will be. I'm at a point of being too tired to care. I'm sick of being judged and sick of analyzing and being cynical about everything. Just sick of trying and failing over and over, I guess. I wish I could give up on it, but I can't. I can at least try to think about less, though. I know I ramble about it a lot, sorry.
Well before I go attempt to get something done, here's a blog post everyone should read:
http://nataliegrant.com/2009/10/24/your-10-can-set-thousands-free/
It's about donating to the Home Foundation to end human trafficking.