Today...

Would have been my Grandmother's 73rd Birthday. She passed away 30th November 1999. Today is exactly 10 years from the last time I saw her. :( I find it a little hard to talk about, I don't know what to say really. So I'm just posting a pic of my finished Christmas Tree, and the Nativity Scene that was hers. When I was little, there were 2 doves in the top area...she used to move them from time to time and tell me they'd flown away! I believed her, every time! :) One of them since got lost, but one is still there! I might go to the cemetery later today...I've only been about 3 times. I just feel like...she's not there, you know? It's just ashes...she's in Heaven or someplace. I guess it's a ritual, a sign of respect? My other Grandma doesn't even have a grave, her ashes were just scattered in the place she met my Grandfather. See, I'm rambling now. Anyway, I miss them both. <3