Sadness...Our Hope Endures.

Ok, so busy week. And that busy time of year is coming up! I'm stressed and running around like crazy...except I'm not, because my knee is messed up and I can't. I can't get down on the floor or get up off the floor, walk normally, or even really put my socks on. You don't realise how many times a day you bend your knees, until you can't! The Doctor said my kneecap is sliding around in a way that it's not supposed to, and it's swollen. So I have to go to a physiotherapist soon. Meanwhile I'm hobbling around and my boss is calling me "Grandma." And every time I take off the bandage I feel totally unstable and my leg feels weak and I have a panic attack. Great. Ok enough on that.

I've been thinking a lot this week, after hearing about what happened to Jennifer Hudson's family. It's just so SAD. I can't imagine losing my Mother, Brother, or a child, let alone all three at once and in such a horrible, injust way. I've read books and more books attempting to explain WHY God would let things like this happen to a good Christian family, but I just don't get it. Now all anyone can really do is pray for them. I'm not a huge fan but I watched her on Idol and in Dreamgirls and she seemed so sweet and talented. Nobody deserves this. I know similar tragedies happen every day, but when you know who the person is, who it happens to, it's like it becomes more than just another statistic. Not sure what else to say. So here's a song that helped me through a lot of hard times. I found it on YouTube so if I messed up some copyright thing or added it wrong, just let me know and I'll fix it. It's "Our Hope Endures", by Natalie Grant.